Waukegan Activist Ralph Peterson Jr, lead chants during the Justus Howell Rally on April 4, 2016, in Zion. (Mark Ukena/Lake County News-Sun) |
LaToya Howell (center) speaks at her sons rally, Justus Howell, a 17 year old who was gunned down by Zion Police one year ago, on April 4, 2016, in Zion. (Mark Ukena/Lake County News-Sun) |
LaToya Howell (center) speaks at her sons rally, Justus Howell, a 17 year old who was gunned down by Zion Police one year ago, on April 4, 2016, in Zion. (Mark Ukena/Lake County News-Sun) |
LaToya Howell (right) speaks at her sons rally, Justus Howell, a 17 year old who was gunned down by Zion Police one year ago, on April 4, 2016, in Zion. (Mark Ukena/Lake County News-Sun) |
Reverend Jerone McCorry, National Social Justice Activist (center), speaking during the Justus Howell Rally on April 4, 2016, in Zion. (Mark Ukena/Lake County News-Sun) |
Reverend Jerone McCorry, National Social Justice Activist (right), speaking during the Justus Howell Rally on April 4, 2016, in Zion. (Mark Ukena/Lake County News-Sun) |
Reverend Jerone McCorry, National Social Justice Activist (right), speaking during the Justus Howell Rally on April 4, 2016, in Zion. (Mark Ukena/Lake County News-Sun) |
LaToya Howell (center) speaks at her sons rally, Justus Howell, a 17 year old who was gunned down by Zion Police one year ago, on April 4, 2016, in Zion. (Mark Ukena/Lake County News-Sun) |
Father of Justus Howell, Ashley Howard (center left) speaking during his son's Rally on April 4, 2016, in Zion. (Mark Ukena/Lake County News-Sun) |
Thank you so much Mark😍♥️
ReplyDeleteMark- You did a nice job of documenting in pictures the rally for Justus Howell on April 4th, 2016.
ReplyDeleteTime passes. It is April 3,2019. I now live in the house where young Justus died in the front yard. I've only lived here since January of this year, but I have learned of the incident and watched the video of it actually taking place.It is so very sad. I've looked at the pictures and read the articles. I've shed tears and said prayers for his beautiful Mom, LaToya. I share her sorrow,but I cannot share her pain. Although it is a pain I know very well. I too, lost a beautiful and precious child for a reason that defies a logical explanation to this day.
I spent, and I think wasted, a lot if time trying to find the answer as to why it had to happen. Not WHY it happened,I know WHY it happened, but rather why it HAD to happen.
She was my 1st born, she was beautiful, smart what had she done? What had I done? I sought for the answers. I begged God to tell me why. Begged to see her again. I was angry about so many aspects of how she died. Mistakes that were made at the hands of medical professionals. It infuriated me. Being a nurse myself, a hospice nurse, my life profession holding other people's family members hands as they died,relieving their pain and yet my own child dies and NOBODY AT EITHER HOSPITAL called me, so I could be there for her.
I have forgiven, but i can't forget..
Please tell LaToya, I am here, holding down the fort, remembering her son Justus. And I know people will say dear, "time heals all wounds" but time does not heal this one, it just makes it longer. As of today it has been 22 years, 5 months and one day since my daughter Mia Leigh died at age 22 yrs, 3 wks and 5 days. Leaving behind a son who would turn 3 just 9 days later.
God does not have to tell us why. But he will be there for us if we are willing to give it all to him. All our anger, all our pain, all our frustration and all our sorrows. And if we trust him and ask him to he will give us grace to see us home. Then, we will understand.
Till then dear, I will pray for God's goodness and mercy to give you peace.
Thankyou Mark. God bless you too.
Sincerely, Suzanne Bieri